Robin's Breast Cancer Blog

This collection of messages was written as we've been dealing with Robin's breast cancer for several reasons: (1) To keep our friends ("extended family") up-to-date. (2) To educate folks about "the cancer trip". (3) To help us absorb what was happening, and purge any negativity that might affect Robin. Robin must maintain a positive, hopeful attitude, but with realistic understanding. We follow the mantra, "One day at a time", and trust that God will make good come from difficulty.

Friday, August 03, 2007

Bad News From Texas 08/03/2007


There is no good way to say this, so I'll just blurt it out.

Robin's cancer is back!

She had her usual twice-a-year scans done about mid-June, then had to wait almost two weeks to see her Oncologist. When she got there, the blood tests showed an increase in the cancer markers, but they were still below a level of concern. The CAT Scan report didn't indicate anything, but the doctor didn't have the Bone Scan. She felt confident that it wouldn't show anything. Robin asked that they get the report and fax her a copy.

It turned out that the Bone Scan showed something described as "very bothersome" on Robin's vertebrae - T-10 or T-11 - basically, at the bottom of the rib cage. It said that it looked like "metastasis" - a horrible word for a cancer patient. It means "spreading" of the cancer to other areas of the body. She called her oncologist, who ordered a more-detailed CAT Scan of the region, and we finally got to see the doctor today. The report said that the cancer is in the T-11 vertebra, but it has not spread to the others (as far as they can tell). The cancer has damaged the T-11 vertebra, and caused about a 40% compression and some fracturing, but there does not appear to be any pressure on the spinal cord. She has been experiencing pain in that part of the back, but just attributed it to getting old.

Robin's Oncologist said the treatment will involve more radiation and then more chemotherapy. She wants Robin to get a PET scan first, to see if there is any other metastasis. This PET scan should happen next week. We hope to see the radiation oncologist ASAP after the PET scan. After the radiation is done, Chemo will start. The doctor is considering an oral chemo, which should be easier to tolerate.

ONE LESSON WE LEARNED:
Medical test results belong to you! When you have tests done, ask the testers to send you a copy of the report (or pick it up yourself). You do not have to wait to see the doctor to get your results. With the aid of the Internet, you can probably even make sense out of them, but even if you can't understand everything, you will get a sense of what's going on, and you will understand a lot more of what the doctor says.

OTHER NEWS:
Robin's eye situation is still not good. She is still almost blind and cannot drive. Reading (which she loves) is possible, but it is difficult and slow. She cannot scan-read, but must read word-by-word, taking much longer than before her vision problems began. Her left eye, which received the vitrectomy, is pretty good, but the cataract (a side effect of the vitrectomy), is getting worse, causing haze except in the center of her vision. Her right eye continues to bleed from time to time, and does not seem to be improving. Her opthamologist said he might consider another vitrectomy on the right eye, but now that she will be doing chemo again, that probably will not be wise. At this point, she can play the piano again, especially early in the day, but the music must be "blown up" and she needs bright light. Fortunately, our Liturgy director and his team have been great about accommodating her. It really does wonders for her spirit when she can play.

Robin's diabetes has been doing much better lately. She seldom has severe low blood sugar levels or extremely high blood sugar levels. They have been more stable and she is adjusting to the lifestyle changes. We both started Weight Watchers, and that may be helping, too.

The rest of the family is doing well. John's working at Walgreen's in College Station and going to Blinn Junior College. He has visited us a couple of times, and the visits were pretty good for all of us. In fact he's been here the last two days and spent a lot of quality time with his Mom.

I am still working at Boeing in Software Quality Assurance on the Shuttle Backup Flight Software Project and on the Shuttle DOLILU project (Day-of-Launch--I-Load Update). They announced today that the STS-118 launch will be delayed a day until Wednesday, August 8th. I also just started helping on another project, so I'm spread fairly thin, but giving it the best I can.

In closing
Let me say that it sounds like this recurrence of cancer is very bad news, but it is not fatal. It will be treated like an incurable chronic disease. Robin will likely be closely monitored for the rest of her life, and when cancer shows its ugly head, the oncologist will bop it with a mallet. We will deal with it as we have before --- with the support and prayers of our friends and families, and with our God.

Please continue to pray for us, especially Robin, as we enter this new phase. We continue to pray for each of you, and to pray for all those afflicted with cancer.

Love from both of us,
Larry and Robin